Saturday, February 14, 2009,2/14/2009 02:11:00 am
life has been eventful recently
however
laziness to pen my thoughts
hence the lack of entries
been staying up till late recently
watching late night shows on Cable
mostly are CSI, NYPD Blue, Burn Notice
occasional Looney Tunes if I'm bored
or those shows I'm watching are re-runs
attempts to sleep earlier fails
even with the medication
my body refuse to shut down
tried to sleep slightly past midnight previously
end up stirring in bed till dawn
even if I did doze off
I woke up almost in half hourly intervals
which makes me feeling worst the next day
those matters that bothers never leave
hence concluded that I should just sleep late
those days that I have appointment
I've no choice but to drag myself out of bed
and try to sleep in the day if possible
somehow waking up in the late afternoon seems better
lesser stuffs to do, lesser thoughts
been waking up close to evening recently
which isn't quite bad either
since there's nothing much to do daily
sleeping is my new found past time
I've also received my Enlistment Letter
Enlisting on 16th Mar '09
required to report to CMPB at 8am!!!
freak them! 8am?!?!
will be posted to HQ RSAF after that
HOWEVER
I'm not required to undergo BMT
neither required to stay in on 1st Day
so I'm still thankful for the above
decided to scrap my plans of deferment
since there's like no point to do so afterall
given the way things are now
recently bought my DSLR from Harvey Norman
chose Nikon D90
total sum came to $2,100
my dad paid in full for me =)
I'm quite taken aback by his decision
nonetheless, I'm thankful to him for this gift
sometimes I regret knowing stuffs in-depth
well, the truth hurts
but what can I do? that's life
a lonely day ahead
>>and i live just for you my lord.
