>>and i live just for you my lord.
Sigh..
I realised that I’m unable to simply let it go..
it has been 2 over months since that dreadful day..
perhaps it’s jealousy, perhaps it’s envy..
perhaps I’m just really too crazy over her..
I’ve tried..
tried to forget about her and to move on with someone elses..
but the feelings still lingered in my heart..
whenever I think of her, I just feel so down..
the moodswing is affecting me badly.. love sick?
Maybe.. skipped school for 4 days..
medical wasn’t the real reason..
psychologically most likely..
however, the increased dosage of anti-depressant
isn’t really helping me much.
Even though it’s already been 1 mth in the course of the medication,
I guess it’s not really starting effect yet..
how I hope it’s already working,
at least I won’t be so upset..
oh well.. crushes come and go..
just got to move on..
hope I don’t ‘victimise’ any of my friends
by taking them as my ‘substituted like’..
and hopefully, during this time,
I can spend more time with those friends
whom I’ve neglected while I’m crazy over her..
do pray for me.. thanks
>>and i live just for you my lord.