Monday, May 14, 2007,5/14/2007 10:59:00 pm
Birthday Eve
lets see.. my last entry was in Mar..
which make it.. 2 mths?
well.. 1 reason I didn't wanne blog is becos..
I'm getting lazy.. yes.. L.A.Z.Y !
somehow the lazy bug caught me..
it's just another 45mins to my birthday..
but here I am..
typing such a emo post in my blog..
people count-down to their birthdays..
whereas I hope the clock will stop..
I dunno why.. just that I dun look forward to it..
perhaps it's the MYE period..
perhaps becos I'm already old..
well.. 18 is old to me..
used to being called uncle on the street..
being called 'sir' instead of 'ah boy'
age does have a price to pay..
doesn't it?
well.. my purpose of this post is no purpose..
yupz.. u didn't see wrongly..
I'm just so sianz now..
no mood to study for tml's paper..
it's Maths and POA, mind u..
those who know me well knows I hate numbers..
except those printed on notes of cos..
perhaps those on pay cheques too..
but well.. other than that.. it's a taboo to me!
bleah!!!
I'm going to force myself to sleep before midnight..
before the sms starts flooding in..
before I even need to count-down 8hrs
that's to my examination start..
I just want to wake up ltr..
realising it's already wednesday..
cos there's no school..
but yet.. I dun wan Wednesday to come either..
Thursday maybe? no no no.. Friday?
arghs.. why can't it be 21st May tml ?
at least I'll have something to plan for then..
sigh..
church camp's round the corner..
anticipating plenty of logistic meeting...
but these aren't causing my moodswings..
it's random..
oh yes.. it's 11.17pm as of my HP now..
guess I'll simply log off..
-delusionED teenager-
>>and i live just for you my lord.
