Sunday, November 26, 2006,11/26/2006 03:18:00 am
Reflection
feeling confused & weird
we've broke up for 7mths
but started to think about our r/s recently
past few dreams was about her
realized I've not spoke to her for long
the last time was in June
or sometime near that period of time
am wondering how she is now
but didn't initiate any conversation
mainly cos I feel awkward
but why am I still holding on to the broken pieces
all these should be gone long ago
why am I feeling this now
after such a long time?
even dreamt of patching up with her
well...
I did thought of it during May
but...
why am I having such dreams now?
I do know 1st love is hard to forget
but...
I'm moving on with life well
even found a friend whom I really treasure
* thanks a lot crys! =)*
I hope whatever I'm feeling now will just fade
it's causing me to dream weird things recently
I need to move on
really..
*sigh*
>>and i live just for you my lord.
