Saturday, August 12, 2006,8/12/2006 01:56:00 pm
Looking Back
alright, I'm back with my post
didn't really update my blog nowadays
my life have recently became a rat race
everyday repeat same things
wake up, go work, come home, use com and slp
the next day the cycles continues
as time draws nearer toward end of year
it dawn on me that I'll be in deep trouble soon
have not went back to CVSS
to arrange for my studies in 2007
neither have I revised anything
absolutely nothing!
have to find a day to go back
but when will that day be?
I misses CVSS and my friends
especially those who've graduated
looking back
we have beautiful memories
been having mood swings recently
all about friendships
I'm a person who will 'think too much' one
when someone don't reply my sms
or someone don't talk to me for few days
I'll think what have I done wrongly
probably due to a past incident
my days have been bad
especially this week
Thank God I've Crystal as my friend
someone whom I can relate my problems
and all my saddness with
I think that's what friends are for
but I'm really very down still
I'm going through spiritual struggles
struggling to return to God
I do read my Daily Bread
I do my quiet time occasionally
but I'm still feeling the emptiness
till I went to Stream of Praise
Yes, Stream of Praise in PLMC yesterday
wanted to see how's a chinese christian concert is like
never attended any before
I went with a tired and weary body
strained by work and friendship problems
during the start of the service
I commit it to God and seek Him
though I'm bad in my Chinese
I can still read the chinese vocab words
but as the worship carries on
I can feel God lifting me up from my burdens
indeed God is good
He knows I'm tired and weary
but my heart still longs for Him
Praise God for His Faithfulness to His Childrens
I shall contine committing my days to God
=)
>>and i live just for you my lord.
