Thursday, August 24, 2006,8/24/2006 07:04:00 pm
mouldy
mould appearing
mushrooms going to pop up soon
*yawn*
let's see what have happened last few days
hmmm....
actually alot of things happened
friendship stuffs as usually
but i think...
maybe shouldn't harp on the past
shall blog about the happenings other days
just thankful to those people around me
u know who u are..
=P
>>and i live just for you my lord.
Friday, August 18, 2006,8/18/2006 12:14:00 am
I've darn big time
I've DARNED BIG TIME now
I've no one to blame
but myself
a playfulness = lifetime pain
regretted my actions deeply now
didn't meant to hurt u
but whatever done is done
didn't treasure the 2nd chance u've given me
I'm really unworthly to be your friend
it's time for me to withdraw
received this link from my friend
was a scare animation
sent it to her without even thinking
but after hearing her reaction over the phone
I know I've darned big this time
no more hope already
it's all my fault
why am I so dumb?
how I wish I can rewind time
maybe I should just disappear
for good
hais
>>and i live just for you my lord.
Saturday, August 12, 2006,8/12/2006 11:04:00 pm
I'm back from Planet Shakers - UltraViolet
was at Singapore EXPO
at the Max Pavillion
nice concert
had a great time praising God
the whole hall was packed
probably few thousands of people
all jumping and shouting His praise
haven't get to really shout and praise
the last time I did was 1 year back
before I contacted anemia
long story
but it's simply so great feeling
Who's in the House? God's in the House!
AMEN
the clique wanted to go for a drink at TM
didn't join them
took cab home with van
her house there is kind of dark
can't 'fan xing' let her walk up the hill
I alighted at Seng Kang
pass her cab fee to continue till her house
hoping to sleep early tonight
else I'll be too tired tomorrow
hope I won't be so busy tomorrow
>>and i live just for you my lord.
Looking Back
alright, I'm back with my post
didn't really update my blog nowadays
my life have recently became a rat race
everyday repeat same things
wake up, go work, come home, use com and slp
the next day the cycles continues
as time draws nearer toward end of year
it dawn on me that I'll be in deep trouble soon
have not went back to CVSS
to arrange for my studies in 2007
neither have I revised anything
absolutely nothing!
have to find a day to go back
but when will that day be?
I misses CVSS and my friends
especially those who've graduated
looking back
we have beautiful memories
been having mood swings recently
all about friendships
I'm a person who will 'think too much' one
when someone don't reply my sms
or someone don't talk to me for few days
I'll think what have I done wrongly
probably due to a past incident
my days have been bad
especially this week
Thank God I've Crystal as my friend
someone whom I can relate my problems
and all my saddness with
I think that's what friends are for
but I'm really very down still
I'm going through spiritual struggles
struggling to return to God
I do read my Daily Bread
I do my quiet time occasionally
but I'm still feeling the emptiness
till I went to Stream of Praise
Yes, Stream of Praise in PLMC yesterday
wanted to see how's a chinese christian concert is like
never attended any before
I went with a tired and weary body
strained by work and friendship problems
during the start of the service
I commit it to God and seek Him
though I'm bad in my Chinese
I can still read the chinese vocab words
but as the worship carries on
I can feel God lifting me up from my burdens
indeed God is good
He knows I'm tired and weary
but my heart still longs for Him
Praise God for His Faithfulness to His Childrens
I shall contine committing my days to God
=)
>>and i live just for you my lord.
Saturday, August 05, 2006,8/05/2006 01:02:00 am
Miracle Post
alright.. alright...
my blog is decomposing...
mushrooms sprouting out soon...
really too tired to post daily..
after the work and stuffs
so tired that I don't even wanne watch TV
so...
yahs... just tired...
just home from a farewell for my fren...
she's going oversea for studies
looking back
time really flies
am thinking what's my purpose of my life now
doing things so aimlessly
yawn
>>and i live just for you my lord.
