Wednesday, April 19, 2006,4/19/2006 09:53:00 pm
Heart-broken
went out this afternoon to Taka
gotten myself a UNO Aqua
look-up van at Raffles City
passed her some stuffs
first time in my life she treated me
ice blended expresso
at Star Bucks
sat down and chat for awhile
oh yes, she was with her friend
forgotten that I put pic wallpaper
passed her my phone and she saw the pic
well, I denied of cause
why would I wanne admit anything?
I msg her to tell her bout this incident
was msging half-way when it stopped
I thought she's bathing or busy
but still not message received till now
I'm very upset now
and also at a lost in what to do
I know I cannot lose her
I'm thinking of taking all my sleeping pills
and end my life like this
because I'm too confused now
don't know what I should do
- maybe my blog will end here
to all those who've been a great friend to me,
I thank you
I'm sorry if I leave you all now
I don't know what's the outcome
will I be seeing the next Sunrise
or never to see it again?
>>and i live just for you my lord.
