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Monday, October 31, 2005,10/31/2005 11:05:00 pm
27th pint of blood


dragged myself outta bed today
enjoying the comfort of my bed totally
weather just too nice ~
took 30min to flag for a cab
wonder where have the cab gone to
every morning also same
reached hospital almost 11am
took my FBC and went for my meal
breakfast cum lunch
lol~
waited 1 1/2 to see doctor
the clinic was crowded
rmb tml is a public holiday
all forced to see either today or wednesday
transfused 1 unit today
no reaction during the process
slight rashes after I went to PS
called them up for advise
not urgent unless I've shortness of breath
that will requires A&E admission
phew !
played at Star Factory after dinner
spent a bomb and felt the pinch
cos onli caught 2 toys
took a cab home at 8pm
lazy and tired to transfer transport
received bad news
my fren's grandpa passed away
everyone's facing trials right now

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Father Lord Jesus, in this time of trials, let us
continue to be faithful to you and never let go of
Your precious promises made to us. You said that
nothing will be too great for us to take and Your Grace
shall be sufficient for us at any time of trials. Father Lord,
I pray that each one of us that's in grief to be comforted by
Your love that's for them. Those who are suffering to be spared
by your mercies and grace that's ever sufficient for us whom You
loved so much. We seek for healing in our land. We pray for our siblings
in Christ who faces persecution to never drop their crosses and follows you.
Let us love our enemies for vengences belongs to the Lord and as we love them,
we heap burning coals on their heads. Love Thy neighbour as you have commanded.
Father, in this times of bird flu viruses that's spreading around like wild fire in the
world, continue to send your angels to encamp around us and let us seek comfort
in You. Cleanes the food that we partake and nourish our body to fight this flu.
We have sinned and fall short of your glory, O Lord. But forgive us Lord as
we confessed our sins before You. Heal our land, that's our cries to you.
Praise to You Lord always for you have protected our nation in this
time. Lord, you have protected us from harms though our
neighbouring countries are suffering from the harms from
the terrorist attacks to the natural disaster and viruses
that's taking the tolls on the people.And we thank You
and Praise You for your grace and mercies and love
We will always continue to commit and uphold our
humble frenz & nation onto your merciful hands
in the precious Name of Jesus Christ we pray,
AMEN

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Sunday, October 30, 2005,10/30/2005 11:55:00 pm
TTH ps us !


nearly wanne miss church
cos FBC low
thus more tiring, just wanne slp
overcome it as usual
yeah ~
1 of my frenz say he tired
so didn't join us
did a SGB recipient QC check
found out 2 repeated requests
gonna clarify with the FSC
will black-list them
shld they be found guilty
kindess taken for granted and exploited
hais
went mdm's hse today
but dropped by Toyogo prior to that
helped to change electric sockets
shopped for some SGB quotes
disappointed again
ate pretty nice soft shell crabs
was at Uncle David's Corner
at Seletar Garden there
came home clear up the remainder steamboat
some ingredients left
that's my supper
tired already
tml got transfusion
sleeping soon I guess

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Saturday, October 29, 2005,10/29/2005 08:49:00 pm
10mins late


enjoying my sleep today
woke up at 12.30pm
suppose to meet someone at Compass Point
well, adj to church
cos rushing for parade
late for 10min
sianz
didn't finish my meal
no appetite at all today
somemore orderred extra
hais
didn't do anything for parade
cos feeling rather tired
ate dinner at Teck Chye Terrace
steam-boat and zhi-cha
Jeffery Sir sent us home
hoping to sleep early tonight
I probably need more rest than normal

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Friday, October 28, 2005,10/28/2005 11:58:00 pm
BB 75th Aniversary Jubilee Dinner


my hse got power trip this morning
so woke up at 9am
don't bother to sleep further
cos I'll onli overslp
met up with van at CP
ate lunch with her
but puke after my lunch
dunno why I puked
went to Time Zone to play
topped up $40 on my card
redeemed 4 free games too
played Tokyo Cop
the rest play on Effin Cupid
caught 1 piglet
caught a pluto for van
from Double Plays
let her played and she got it
at onli 1 try
sold 1 piglet to someone there
and people paid me $20 to catch
but failed to catch
hais
went home shortly
packed my storeroom
tidied up the newspapers,etc
................................................................
attended the BB 75th Aniversary Jubilee Dinner
held at Orchard Hotel
quite a memorable one I would say
singing The Anchor Song & Vesper as a whole
just reached home
and I start blogging
cos going to bath and sleep soon

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Thursday, October 27, 2005,10/27/2005 09:42:00 pm
dinner at Newton again


woke up slightly earlier
was around 10plus or 11plus
considered early okays
stayed at home
went for dinner at newton circus
went PS before that
bought the picks for vanz
played awhile at Star Factory
dinner was alright
took cab home
bought char siew pao for supper
just rmb I got buns !!!
nvm
either eat more or keep fridge
tml need wake up early
hais

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005,10/26/2005 08:22:00 pm
Time-Zone awards $50 play value


as usual
stayed at home
onli went out in the evening
cos wanne buy eggs & smoke duck
of cos won't miss this chance
went to Time-Zone
hit 500 points
got the free $50 play value
played quite somewhile
caught a piglet and a mickey
not bad huh
already 7pm when i went shopping
reached home around 7.20pm
cos i took cab
just eaten my dinner
same night activities again
yawn~

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005,10/25/2005 11:35:00 pm
My soul long after Thee


I find this verses in this song just like my feeling
even in times of trial
I emerge triuphant
in Christ alone, I'm victorious
As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after Thee
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship Thee
(Chorus)
You alone are my strength, my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship Thee
You're my friend and You are my brother
Even though You are a king
I love You more than any other
So much more than anything
(Chorus)
I want You more than gold or silver
Only You can satisfy
You alone are the real joy giver
And the apple of my eye
(Chorus)

>>and i live just for you my lord.


dinner at Newton


not much activities for the day
was at home till 4plus
slept late today
met my aunt and her fren
at Douby Ghaut
took a train to Newton
ate dinner there
order oyster ommelete,hokkien mee,
BBQ Stingray,Chicken wings
& popiah
the food was veri nice
will be going there again
headed to PS
went to shop for slacks
didn't see any that interest me
went to the arcade
failed to catch any
sianz lehs
twice liaos still fail
reached home around 9.30pm
same time as ytd

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Monday, October 24, 2005,10/24/2005 10:19:00 pm
Cafe Cartel's dining


started my chinese medincine course
the medicine is like YUCKS !
well..
no choice actually
went to meet Ser Chee at 4pm
passed her some notes
and played at Time-Zone
met my aunt for dinner
went Cafe Cartel
ate deep-fried soft-shell crab & prawn
not bad
but too oily liaos
shopped at Cold Storage
reached home almost 10pm

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Sunday, October 23, 2005,10/23/2005 06:02:00 pm
Mission Sunday


today was mission sunday
woke up by 6.15am
ytd got storm
quite alot of signboards fell down
alot spoilt
felt pity for them
cos alot put in lotsa efforts in designing
my Milo Dinosaur booth was safe
phew~
started doing business by 9am
cos the ice arrived
sold ard 400 cans
can say good business
the clearing up was tedious
tired liaos
going to slp soon
yawn~~

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Saturday, October 22, 2005,10/22/2005 11:58:00 pm
seen the sinseh


missed partial parade today
cos gotta see a chinese physician
went all the way to CCK
still need transfer LRT
dun u think it's far?
the sinseh was naggy
chat alot
ate lunch at Lot 1
cut my hair at EC House
took cab back to PLMC
Taxi Fare amounted $16.50
I expected sth like $14 onli
well, still within affordable range
hahas
today missed the C.E class
cos was late
the set-up for tml was ok
did a nice booth for Milo Dinosaur
hahas
Nestle sponsored us
tired!
tml still got a long day

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Friday, October 21, 2005,10/21/2005 05:59:00 pm
25th & 26th Pint


went to see my surgeon this morning
he's operating in Jan 06
say I can go oversea also
hahas
thank God !
ate my late breakfast
and went for transfusion
2 units as usual
everything went quite smoothly
just feeling pain at my vein there
cos the blood too cold
hais
Doc came to see me in the late afternoon
after he left, I got reaction to the blood
asked for tablet onli
cos I know the injection make me regret
cos it wears off onli after 4hrs
everything's fine after taking it
staying over in church this weeked
going off soon

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Thursday, October 20, 2005,10/20/2005 11:48:00 pm
Can go Rangsit, one condition


arghs
woke up late
reached hospital at 11am
super pro
took FBC & Cross-Match
went for breakfast
drag here and there abit
went back to ward just nice
my turn in 10mins
doc say can go travel
but on one condition...
which is...
if my operation is after my travel
praying hard
the nurse lost my blood sample
ended up take again
si qi wo le !
went to church at around 1plus
drove out to see freezer
and also went Sheng Shiong
bought my charger
finally
went back to church
did some piping stuffs
temporary pipings for this Sunday
went CP for dinner
tml going back for transfusion
2 units
and also see my surgeon
@yawnz@

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005,10/19/2005 11:08:00 pm
shunned from school


went skool early today
but 1 twist
was told to go home
cos my doc's letter didn't state today's date
oh well
go home slp also good lahs
mel call me during evening time
they wanne go arcade
accompany them lo
played $100 on my card
caught 2 pooh
nearly got the 3rd
met-up for COD at AMK
sold 1 lappy bag
came home already 10pm
tml got appt
slping early if possible

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005,10/18/2005 10:05:00 pm
stayed at home


didn't go out loiter today
pratically slping away whole day
printed sum notes for jie
but toner used up
so had to go Hougang Mall buy
that's all I did for the day
just came home though
----- ***-----
feeling funny today
cos i didn't feel the slightest tiredness
praying for God's miracle
and I have Faith in Him
for Faith alone works wonders !!!

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Monday, October 17, 2005,10/17/2005 09:28:00 pm
gave school a miss


gave skool a miss today
muscle too stiff
suffering from my flu
woke up onli at almost 2
went for lunch
see the polyclinc doc at 4
waited for my aunt at CP
played in the arcade while waiting
went to shop at Cold Storage
ate dinner at Kopitiam
cos late to cook already
came home at ard 7plus
missed my show again
hais
think will miss skool tml too
cos I wanne rest
really rest

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Sunday, October 16, 2005,10/16/2005 11:21:00 pm
Best Denki today ~


struggled to wake up today
cos flu makes me quite tired
as usual, dragged myself outta bed
went church via cab
keyed in the inventories for new books
ate 2 servings of breakfast
porridge and mee-pok
was raining so went for lunch late
ate at Hougang Point
the curry fish-head nice!
went to Best Denki find Thomas
to ask him for quotes of SGB things
reply by wednesday he say
came home after that
and start zzz
tired liaos lahs
not iron body lehs
though got alot of iron tablets
bleahx
woke up at almost 10pm
ate dinner at 11pm
or rather supper?
lols
gonna slp soon
tml got exams to take
2 papers somemore

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Saturday, October 15, 2005,10/15/2005 09:53:00 pm
BiG Shopping


went church at 8am today
didn't do much things
except to adjust new stocks
and repack them
went for lunch next to PPS
ate Fish & Chips
regretted my choice
cos don't taste nice one lehs
parade was alright
during devotion time was funny
cos the speaker not linked
thus video no sound
in the end I do a wire swap
use the AC wire to power monitor speaker
and view monitor via projector
fast thinking worhs
hahas
the boys had short drill
and played soccer
went to shop for SGB stuffs
ate lunch ard 8pm
at Toa Payoh Lor 8 there
quite a heavy meal
trying to slp early tonight
cos going church early

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Friday, October 14, 2005,10/14/2005 11:05:00 am
23rd & 24th pint of blood


missed sch today
cos need transfusion
reached hospital almost 1pm
set the plug
this time injected the drug first
made me so xin ku
thank God I managed to take a nap
thus the drug wore off
phew~
finished onli at 6.30pm
took a cab to 401 for dinner
ate roti prata
went to the healing session
at Catholic Spiritual Centre
seems like a normal service to me
but God does work without u knowing
so, it's in His hands now
went my hougang hse awhile
bring home shark fin soup
hehe
just reached home onli
took a cab back home
tml going church at 6.30am
yawns~

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Thursday, October 13, 2005,10/13/2005 11:41:00 pm
Social Studies Paper today


thank God I went to sch
cos SS paper was quite alright
was on Tsunami relief
indeed it's a relief to me
SEQ was on Merger & Seperation
somehow I know I must read that
it's His work
took a short nap ard noon
went to hospital at 2.55pm
did a FBC cos I look pale
had a little conference with the doc
final solution : surgery
but I dun wan
I wan to go for the mission trip
I wan to do SGB
God, please show me your way
cos I'm a lost child
ate chicken rice at Hougang Central
the SSN called me
I need 2 pint of blood tml
mean I'll need to skip exams
somehow I knew I'll need the blood
and already informed the clerk
hope nth goes wrong in sch
enuff headaches for me
aniwae, feeling weaker now
3 pint so fast depreciated ?
now i find it weird
oh well
let talk after I've transfused the 2 pint
people out there
pray for me that I do not get reaction
having flu now
things are getting messy
hoping to get out of this mess
hais

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005,10/12/2005 09:15:00 pm
EL Paper 2


went skool today
took my EL P2 exams
I'm able to do it confidently
but still got fears of incorrect answer
just not enought confident
went CP to buy some stuffs
reached home at around 12nn
surfed the net awhile
but feeling so tired
that sleep last me till the evening
had a sound sleep
simply too tiring
tml still got SS paper
gonna study a bit later
since I took a nap earlier on liaos
hope can do well
well enough to pass
going back to the hospital in afternoon
meeting the doctors
to discuss about my future treatments

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005,10/11/2005 10:31:00 pm
tml going for el p2


woke up at 2plus today
went to see doc
regarding my right ankle
tml going back to sch
feeling tired le
dunno lehs
kinda moody today
sians lahs

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Sunday, October 09, 2005,10/09/2005 11:32:00 pm
my right leg ouch


dragged myself outta bed
slp late ytd
thus dun feel like getting up
still managed to drag myself somehow
quite a rush in gift-shop
new stock takes, etc
ate vegetarian bee hoon
was playing my pinball at ard 12
ray say got ppl need first aid
hit the head, bleeding
rushed to the site
only to have a badly equiped first aid box
the items already finished
thank God managed to get 1 set
from church school office
the parent was notified
the girl sent to hospital for check
might need little stitch
she fell from the swing
cos was pushed too hard i think
hit the drain cover
hais
God Bless her
didn't stay on in the afternoon
the officers having meeting
thus we headed home
while I headed to Causeway Point
played $45 at Time Zone
slowly top up kind
waste my bonus
hais
dunno why I can't stop once I play
every arcade also same
money running dry
and i'm left with 15c now
hope can borrow from my aunt
ate late dinner
no appetite
mainly because my mac still not digested
tml maybe going to collect stuffs
not sure yet
cos my ankle is aching
no idea wad happen
well
i think gonna go offline soon
tatas

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Saturday, October 08, 2005,10/08/2005 11:53:00 pm
a failed attempt to catch bats


went to church this afternoon
main aim to catch bats
popped by Time Zone before lunch
ended didn't eat at CP
ate near church with SPC
prepared to catch bats
think this attempt considered fail
cos only caught 1
the other one was picked up
cos it's injured
think it got an accident
hahas
onli got drench by uncle james poor aiming
fire hose so fast fire
didn't release the bats today
think will do so another day bahs
went CP in the evening
headed to Time Zone again
think I'm gonna be hanging out there
go so many times a day
but today realised sth
the machine is being tuned
sianz 1/2
went for dinner at KFC
returned home ard 10pm
tired, legs aching
tml going church early
hope it's really early and not "early"
lols

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Friday, October 07, 2005,10/07/2005 11:55:00 pm
went out today


woke up at ard 12nn
steph coming over at ard 1
iris sorta ransacked my room
hahas
blessed them with lotsa stuffs
they went home at 3
abt to go out when I realised sth
my wallet was missing
searched high and low
thank God I've found it
phew!
met my aunt at PS
went for the CATS contest
joined in the fun onli
didn't win aniting
ate dinner at 9pm
chicken rice at PS Kopitiam
went Star Factory with my aunt
caught a set of pooh & tigger
spent less than $10
not bad huh
bought some stuffs at carrefour
took the train back
reached home 11plus
and rmb I forgotten bout my show
tonight's the last episode
somebody got record it ???
desperately findin!
if u have, let me know

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Thursday, October 06, 2005,10/06/2005 03:15:00 pm
21st pint of blood


went back to SGH this morning
my 3rd pint of blood
bought breakfast at SGH
ended up spilling my coffee
ate onli curry puff
and the milo the nurse made for me
got reaction to the blood
took 2 jabs and 1 pill
ended feeling so weak
so uncomfortable
took cab home
cos ah yeo they all coming
still feeling drowsy now
now they at my hse
digging gold
hahas
going to slp after they left

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005,10/05/2005 08:54:00 pm
19th and 20th pint of blood


went to hospital early
thank God I've booked cab first
cos in the 5th min of waiting
I felt giddy and puke
the driver took another route to SGH
same fare, just minus the jam
thought it's more wastage for the driver
cos dissel is used up
whereas in jam, u don't
well, the driver like it den nvm
to me, still the same
puke just outside the haem centre
went in to take my blood test
wanted to go for breakfast
but didn't
cos while walking down, I feel like floating
wasn't in good condition
went back to ward and slept
realised blood count was only 4.8
in critical zone
going to hit danger zone
set iv plug thrice
got couldnt get a good vein
thank God the 3rd one succeeded
cos it's very painful
have to bear with it cos no choice
finished my 2nd pkt at ard 5.40pm
met up with my aunt in hospital
took train back to CP
ate at Ya Kun Kaya Toast
it's nice
just that I made a mistake
poured too much soy sauce
so salty
but the egg is nice
kopi and roti also nice
but the price not nice lehs
it's $3.70
hahas
went for some window shopping
and headed home
didn't buy anything
need to rest
somehow
else tml I will still be weak
gonna watch tv
tatas

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005,10/04/2005 10:45:00 pm
brought forward appointment


went for a late lunch today
walk at a slow pace
cos wasn't feeling alright
ate Shrooms burget at KFC
cos dunno wad to eat
went Time-Zone to catch the toy
but failed today
posted the soft-toys out
took cab home after that
cos wasn't feeling good liaos
rested at home
been doing a catalog of my stuffs
hoping to sell them off soon
tml going hospital
brought forward my appointment
feeling so sianz and weak now
hais

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Monday, October 03, 2005,10/03/2005 11:31:00 pm
slp and slp


woke up at almost 1pm
though I slept before 10 ytd worhs
just so nice to slp
slp and slp lo
didn't go out for lunch
gave it a miss
went CP ard evening
ate fries and milo at mac
just got a craving for it
went to Time-Zone
caught slyvester
gave to stephanie toh
cos she ask for it
just give lo
now I know how to catch liaos
hehe
it's the mega claws machine
wasn't feeling well on the way home
feel giddy all the way
slp immediately upon reaching home
only woke up at 8pm
ate my dinner at 9plus
veri pro
the nasi lemak is yummy !
hahas

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Sunday, October 02, 2005,10/02/2005 06:46:00 pm
typical Sunday again


woke up abit late today
enjoying so much
didn't feel like getting up at all
reached church ard 7.15am
things quite normal
except that sudden strong wind
and heavy rainfall
it's at ard 10.30am
doors slammed & things flew
some wrappers got wet
went Toa Payoh for lunch
ate the western food
quite normal lahs
not so fantastic nor bad
look-see at Courts
the pricings seem rather similar
to that of last year
getting ready for SGB lahs
wad else?
lols
just reached home not long
abit tired liaos
thinking of sleeping
but ltr wake up sure veri hungry
hahas

>>and i live just for you my lord.

Saturday, October 01, 2005,10/01/2005 11:20:00 pm
as per normal


met up with TTH at CP
played awhile at the newly opened Time-Zone
though the games aren't that fun
bought KFC for lunch
went down to church
drove the van out
to collect devotion books
been busy thus dragged till now
hang around in church
tried fixing a coin-phone
but the key is missing
had a good laugh
didn't go for service today
cos am rather tired
went CP again to buy groceries
tml going church early

>>and i live just for you my lord.






































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