Thursday, August 04, 2005,8/04/2005 11:46:00 pm
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been super sians
even at the arcade also sians sians
went zonex and funland
played around with GHOST Squad
not bad, got enuff points to promote 2 level
still slacking behind
ate lamb chop for dinner
reached home around 8.30pm
mood swing !!!
suddenly feel so sians
feel so vexed
dunno who to rattles at
wondering if shld return to haem centre tml
been getting headaches
and breathless
probably blood count is low again
hoping can go tranfuse 1 unit tml
but fear of hospitalised is obstructing me
when will I overcome this mental obstruction?
Jesus, I need you now
I need your grace and blessed assurance
just like You had given me during my 1st hospitalisation
oh Lord !
let me embrace thru this trial
>>and i live just for you my lord.