Friday, May 20, 2005,5/20/2005 11:04:00 pm
returning to my blogging lifestyle
hais... so long didnt blog liaos... blog less than 10 times so more... tsk tsk... useless blog sia... sometimes wanne blog, but lazy... ended up didnt blog... maybe I should use this blog to voice out bahs... bottled up so much sadness within me, only got joey to talk to, feel like bullying her liddat.. *thanks joey* wonder why everything seems to be either going wrong or not happening for me... been on MC since 2nd week of term 2, due to my low haemoglobin counts... i know Joy at the hospital... a new fren God sent to accompany me on my first hospitalisation period... first few days still feel alright, thought everything gonna be fine for me... who knows the stupid scope test, make me feel so horrible the night before and during the test... requested to be put to sleep, ended up medicine was being resisted by my body... underwent the pain and agony I never experienced before... well, it's over and nothing found.. at least I know I'm clean inside... lols.. also went for small bowel series X-Ray when I got to drink a solution to enable the scan.. taste horrible cos veri yucky, thankfully didnt puke... but got diarrhea after that.. arghs... well, it also turn out negative, meaning I'm supposed to be fine for my small bowels too... 3rd time hospitalised for blood transfusion, 2 packet... refused to stay until it's too late to go home, thus agreed... though blood count went up after that, it dived again... hospitalised 4th time for iron diffusion and blood transfusion.. body reacted to the diffusion medincine, got cramps and swollen arms... both arms ! still told that cramps is similar to menses... argh... *joey dun luff ar* *threatened by her to change to her name instead of her funny nick* hahas... now supposely my blood cells is growing bigger, hopefully blood count will go up... dun wan another iron diffusion... well, it's in His hands... knowing that God won't bring me to somewhere His is isn't sufficient for me, I commit it into His hands... u guys out there, keep me in ur prayers yea? those who had been praying for me, accompanying me, a veri big thankew =) *especially joey* for almost 2 mths, everyday sms without fails... thanks lots.. really must thank the Lord for being merciful on me... for I'm like dying without frenz around one.. well... think blog long enuff liaox la... my other problems gonna be blogged another time bahs... *joey, no nicks liaos, dun bully me liaos ar...* hahas... tata.. SMILE =)
>>and i live just for you my lord.
