Sunday, May 29, 2005,5/29/2005 09:59:00 pm
going sick soon
today got her to wake me up early at 7.30am... think she also just awake den call me liaoz... thought can climb out of bed, but after sitting still for awhile, I dozed off ! veri bad rite.. ppl wake up early to call me, and I just dozed off liddat... dunno why feeling so tired today.. think for past 2 day, didnt rest well bahs... slp until 9.30am den wake up.. wash up, took a cab to church.. spent whole morning in church until 2pm... cos suddenly raining so heavily... den didnt walk opp to eat... got my officer to drive us over to eat later on... but he cant accompany us to Toa Payoh later cos he got lots of stuffs to be done in church still.. well, we go ourselves lor.. while at HDB Hub, so tempted to buy the Nokia 6670 cos now the promotion price is $269 with a 2 yr contract... but my contract terminates end of this yr.. argh ! well... gotta accept facts that I'm broke now.. so in the end I didnt buy lor... wad to do... save money first lahs... took 163 home from the interchange... so freezing cold on the bus and very jerky... by the time I reached my hse bus stop, feel nausea liaos. come home no appetite to eat dinner... till now still havent eat dinner... just drink hot milo... think I falling sick... but, hope I'm not... cos if it's so, I cannot judge if my blood count is going down... praying very hard that my blood count is going to be alright... very stressful lehz... every check-up oso must pray so hard, mostly tue night cannot slp... hais... tell others, no one could understand me... this tue i on my own liaos.. she not there to comfort me.. hais... today her flight at 11.30am, msg her twice onli... guess gonna miss her bahs... but, shouldnt be so selfish lahs.. ppl going for holiday lehs... well, guess got to be strong myself lorhz... trying to eat my dinner, a portion oso gd lahs... den take medicine and go orh orh... tml still going to watch movie at bugis... tataz
>>and i live just for you my lord.
